Kink: A Straight Girl's Investigation by Stephanie Clifford-Smith

Author:Stephanie Clifford-Smith [Clifford-Smith, Stephanie]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: 9781741759129
Published: 0101-01-01T00:00:00+00:00

For Gloria the pain doesn’t necessarily need to be followed up with anything erotic and can be pain for pain’s sake.

‘It can also be very cathartic. I could be so full of emotion that I could actually use a fl ogging as a cleansing mechanism by having a bloody good sob without the person who was hitting me knowing, and just getting rid of so much rubbish out of my mind. You could be literally refreshed at the end of the session.

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Sometimes if the person who was hitting me saw I was crying it could be diffi cult for them because I’d be sobbing, “No, don’t stop.” Sob. “Keep going.” Sob.’

But a whip has to be expertly wielded, so I’m glad I hadn’t acted on Gloria’s suggestion at Hard Core Heaven to borrow one and give her a good fl ogging before I left. I’m bound to have disappointed her.

‘If you’re going to whip me on the back, I shouldn’t have thongs coming over my shoulder and hitting me on the side of the face or coming around and hitting me on the stomach instead of on the bum.’

A good domme should be able to read body language and know when to stop, even when the sub, like Gloria, has a problem knowing when to tell them to.

Sometimes, though, Gloria will switch. She’ll even have sex with men occasionally, but she’s choosy about which ones.

‘I’m very careful about which males I’ll bed. It has to be somebody that I like who has a sense of humour so the pre and the post can be as convivial as the act. Your average male has trouble carrying a conversation in a bucket. And I’ll bed them, they don’t bed me.’

Not long after her sex change she wound up at the home of a married couple after a party. After watching a porno movie with them she had sex with the wife and then pushed the husband down onto the sofa and jumped him as well. ‘He was totally shocked, gasping for air and said, “Gloria, I thought you were a lesbian!” and I said, “I am—when it takes my fancy!”’

As I’m leaving I ask Gloria what pseudonym she’d like me to use.

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‘Call me anything you like—just don’t call me late for breakfast.’

I used to work with a guy, Jim, whose sex change put his partner through as many hoops as it did him. When he was a woman, he was a large-breasted lesbian called Judy. She had a breast reduction because big tits looked terrible in dungarees and years later realised it had been a way of chipping away at the feminine form she hated.

Judy met and fell in love with Helen, who was a married mother of two who’d always considered herself straight. After much soul searching and angst, Helen decided that yes, she had come over all lesbian and that she would leave her husband and kids to be with Judy. Then, after some years together, Judy came over all butch—well, more than usual—and wanted a sex change.

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